our neighbors are swimming in their pool. it is currently 65 degrees fahrenheit, which isn't super cold or anything, but i don't think i'd let my kid go swimming today. in fact, they were swimming the other night when it was a lot colder - in the 50's. perhaps their pool is heated, but i tend to lean toward the notion that they're boys. we don't see/hear much of the parents. the only interaction we've had was the time the dad accused us of calling the cops on them with absolutely no proof or evidence. that was pleasant.
punkin was out of school today. it was one of those teacher work days that tend to throw parents into a panic. fortunately, the captain can work from home sometimes - today included. i was at my office most of the day seeing clients.
i've realized that my "psychosis" seems to abate when i'm interacting with other people. if i'm at home alone working, God only knows what my mood will be like from one minute to another. i could be bawling insanely at nothing, but the minute i get in the car, the waterworks stop and i am like nothing ever happened. needless to say, i am tired of the yo-yo, but i have faith that it will even out soon. besides calling the regular bus driver a beotch this morning (i was talking to the captain), i don't think i've cussed. so at least i am not a giant ball of rage anymore.
next time i write about wanting to "see what happens if i go down on my zoloft" please strongly discourage me!
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