9.12.2005

will someone discipline me please?

i am so lacking in the self-discipline department lately. this morning, i got up and got dressed in my workout wear to go to the gym. then, i got busy on the computer and before i knew it, i didn't have time to work out before my first client. so, i figured i'd go this afternoon when punkin got home. she doesn't like to go with me, but who's the parent anyway?

so here it is, almost 4pm and i haven't gone. i have one of my famous weather headaches and could totally lie down and take a nap. i don't feel like arguing with punkin and i don't feel like working out anymore. i guess i am gonna have to drag my sleepy butt there in the morning before i look at the computer. it's hard to be disciplined when i've been blowing everything off for so long. bad me.

in sad news, my mom had to put her dog down today. he was a cute little mutt. he was old - couldn't see, couldn't hear, and finally lost control of his bodily functions. she's having him cremated and my dad's going to make a garden out of him. i got to hear my dad cry about it last night and then my mom called this afternoon all weepy. losing a pet can sometimes be harder than losing a person. pets usually love you so unconditionally. i am worried about the other dog. mom says he's already moping and acting depressed. she'll need a puppy pretty soon.

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